On being fat and pregnant...
When I got pregnant.. I said that I know I will be fat but this time I will be happy… Yes, I am super happy that I am finally pregnant… but I guess it’s not that easy to accept the physical changes in our bodies… I now constantly look at myself in the mirror and observe the changes…. From slight changes to big changes… I am only on my 3 ½ months… and I know I still have a long way to go… more big changes to come in the near future… So as you can see, at this early stage, I already have this internal struggle of trying to accept the things that are happening to me… It is actually okay because I naturally have this optimistic side that I can just look at the mirror and after a while, I can brush off all negative thoughts and accept things. BUT… What actually bothers me are the people that tries to rub the obvious…. That I am getting fat and fatter each day… I am very much aware of my fat face and fat nose… long before I got pregnant… actually even before when I was so skinny, peo...